In Dishonor of Valentine's Day...

[bonniegrrl]

Today I dressed up in my black pinstripe suit and heels to work.
I even wore bling.
I never dress up... and so today's the best day for it.

Plus to keep me in the mood of giving a big fuck you to Cupid, I'm only listening to
Nine Inch Nails.

something i can never have

i still recall the taste of your tears
echoing your voice just like the ringing in my ears
my favorite dreams of you still wash ashore
scraping through my head 'till i don't want to sleep anymore

you make this all go away
you make this all go away
i'm down to just one thing
i'm starting to scare myself
you make this all go away
you make it all go away
i just want something
i just want something i can never have

you always were the one to show me how
back then i couldn't do the things that i can do now
this thing is slowly taking me apart
grey would be the color if i had a heart
come on tell me

you make this all go away
you make this all go away
i'm down to just one thing
i'm starting to scare myself
you make this all go away
you make it all go away
i just want something
i just want something i can never have

in this place it seems like such a shame
though it all looks different now,
i know it's still the same
everywhere i look you're all i see
just a fading fucking reminder of who i used to be
come on tell me

you make this all go away
you make this all go away
i'm down to just one thing
i'm starting to scare myself
you make this all go away
you make this all go away
i just want something
i just want something i can never have.